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He posted this in his blog. And everytime I read this, I can't help but cry. We're going to celebrate our 14th month together this month. we've come a long way. I hope we'll always remember how much we love each other.


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am i real?
am i who i really am?
if not, then who am i?
if i am, then why do i feel that i'm not?
i know i'm not who i am.
or at least who i wanted to be.i wanted to be spiderman.

i want to have a spider sense.
i want to be fast.
i want to be very strong.
i want to climb walls.
i want to swing from place to place.
i want to be a hero.a full-time hero.
a full-time hero to my mary jane.

i want to have spider sense to know if she's anywhere near danger.
i want to be fast to be there on time for her.
i want to be strong so that she could lean on me.
i want to be able to climb walls and swing from place to place so that i'd be there when she needs me.

i'll never go back to my alter-ego again.
i'll stay in my costume.
i'll never take off my mask.
i'll stay by her side as long as she's in trouble.
i'll never take my eyes off her even if she doesn't need me anymore.

--BUT, i'm just me.
and its fucking impossible to be a superhero.

yeah, it sucks. but there is still one thing i can do....

i love you kin. >>>I love you too. *tears*