RAIN

You always came when I least expect it. You always came when I didn't want you to. And when I finally want you to be here, you're not...

I don't like the mix of emotions you cause me whenever you're near. It's like a feeling of relaxation, sadness and loneliness all at the same time. One moment, i just wanna smile and then suddenly all turns gray like I wanna just lock myself up in my room. Somehow you bring back the child in me. When you're here, I just wanna run like a kid not minding anything. When you're here, I immediately remember Wonderland, late-night hide and seek, walkie-talkies and treehouses. But then, when you're here I also remember lonely days, those days when all I could do is cry. Your presence seems to give me an instant feeling of loneliness, like I'll never smile again. Contradictory, i know.

Right now though, right now that you're here, it seems like I've missed you. I've missed the times when i could just embrace you...those times when I still haven't associated you to anything negative..those times when life was easy and innocent...and free.

I'll love you again...one day maybe...one day...maybe...