with a long and deep sigh

got this sms from jeanne...

"somtimes i wish i could just go back to when the only man in my life was my dad and my only bestfriend (and in my case, my only enemy as well, hehehe) was my mum and everything can be healed with a band aid and a lollipop"

so annoyingly true...

ok, let's ponder on this...

My brother and I shared the same toys when we were kids. No, no barbie dolls..only toy soldiers and mini-cars and of course...our very own walkie-talkie. At that time, all that mattered was that pair of walkie-talkies. I had the best playmate (my dear brother erson) and the best playground (with a little imagination of course). Gosh, if only i could freeze those moments.

I don't want to say that my tita's right when she said that life is just a whirlwind of bills and debts...i don't wanna think that way...i want to believe that there's more to life than those things...but of course, it's really hard to make yourself believe that there is indeed more to life when at the end of everyday what shows up at you doorstep is this bulk of letters containing numbers you have to pay...and this will go on until your kids grow up and their kids grow up...and so yeah...tita's right...life is indeed JUST a whirlwind of bills and debts...so sad.

i wish every moment is just like our walkie-talkie ones. I wish I go back to the time when all that mattered was, "this is vanny.over.nasan ka.over.kain na tayo.over.tulog pagkatapos.over."