Bachelor of Arts in Stupidity...graduating summa cum laude...Me!
Probably the most painful experience I had would be that night...the first night of this eternal heartache...the first few hours of loneliness...the first few seconds of this immortal suffering....
Even death can't make me numb.
When it hits you...you die right there...like you'll never smile again.
The experience is liberating. It takes you to the reality that pain cannot be fully defined by tears, weight loss and silent intervals alone. Pain is beyond all those things.
Pain is you...and my undying want to be with you...Pain is you...and my incapacity to make you mine...again.
Sometimes I wish I'd just die...but yeah, death is overrated...it can never make me numb.
It hurts when someone you love hurts you but it's worse when you hurt him.



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