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Why did you fucking always have to make me feel guilty?

Why did you always want to make me think that it was always my fault...that it was my fault I was jealous...it was my fault that I was insecure...and that it was my fault that our relationship had to end?

Why did you have to play all those guilt trips to make me feel that I was the one who didn't fight for you...for us?

Fucking why?

I ask because i fall in love with every guy who makes me feel guilty.

I feel as if i have the responsibility to make things right with them.

I hate you for making me this way.

Why did you have to be so cruel to me? I loved you more than myself.

Fucking why?


*funny how this blog was written because of an encounter with an X. I feel so low right now. =(