Oh hello there Stranger/s

After 2 followers, several anonymous viewers (who spend more than an hour just reading my blog on multiple visits in one day) and some more anonymous people looking over all my past blog entries, I forced myself to reenter this world again - a world I was actually quite fond of but only resides in lucid intervals in present time. 

I realize I haven't written anything for the longest time. This is by far the longest I have NOT written since the day I started blogging. The reason? The same reason why I started blogging in the first place. None. The none-ness of my writing and non-writing amuses me. I have a weird sense of humor.

I would like to update my blog now of the past events in my life - those which are worth mentioning. I am now Born Again. At least, I try to be...everyday. It's hard leaving the life of the bitter daughter and living what is now the forgiving (and forgiven) child. I say it's hard because three quarters of my life reinforced so much bitterness in me that being Simone automatically equated to the girl who had that sunshiny smile just because she thought all problems other than hers are stupid, therefore, funny. It's hard letting go of past habits. It's hard but I'll take it. Bitterness is hard as it is anyway. I'll try the other "hard". I'm pretty hopeful of this.

I've grown thin, then thinner, then the thinnest I could ever be. And now, I'm back to being thin again. This is the first step to being healthy. I think.  

My room is still a clutter. But I'm moving out soon. My house loan has been approved so I'm moving to my own place. This of course also means that I'll be stingy for 25 years because the loan will take me 25 years to pay. Hooray for being 25 this year. This is actually quite bizarre. 

What else? hmm...I'll think of something better to write about soon.

Right now...I shall take a shower and hit the sacks. goodnight.

P.S.1. Who are you and why do you read my blog with such meticulousness? (when all that is written here are of pure nothingness)

P.S.2. You visit my blog more frequent than I do.