12/365

Thank you for obliging me to text and getting angry at me when I don't...especially when I go home to Dagupan.

For an independent girl like me, I feel secure and cared for when you get angry me at me for not texting you on certain occasions.

*I remember the many times I forgot my charger or my phone battery got drained. You always got irritated during those times. You wanted to know where I was. Perhaps because you didn't want anything bad to happen to me.
**I'm sorry if I didn't text more than I should have.

11/365

Still a little bit engrossed with the thoughts of the other night.

Thank you for always asking me to sit where you could see me, whenever you play the drums. Thank you for smiling at me while you're playing.

Those are one of the rare moments when I actually feel pretty.

10/365

Looking back at all that transpired last night, I couldn't help myself but thank you for a lot of things.

You know that habit of yours when you ask me to sit very near you, when we ride a cab? The moment we are able to sit comfortably at the back seat of the taxi, the first thing you're going to do is to ask me to sit very near you. "Love, lapit ka dito."

Thank you for that. Those little things make my heart glad.

*We rode a taxi last night and I chose to look away, opposite to where you were sitting. I knew you wouldn't ask me to sit near you. In my mind, I wished you would say, "love lapit ka." But I guess this is one of the things we have to endure. Someday though...someday.
**"Love, lapit ka dito"

9/365

Thank you love. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for loving me. Though we have broken up, I just want to say thank you that you spent a part of your life with me. Thank you for the opportunity you gave me to love you. Thank you for loving me back.

*We saw each other today and I thought I would die. It's so hard to see you, knowing I still love you but I cannot hold your hand.
**When I saw you today, I saw all the good things about you that I failed to see when we were in the middle of all our fights. And I began to regret not stretching my patience enough and not looking at all the good things you did.
***I just want to thank you.

8/365

Today is Wednesday and I miss you so.

Thank you for your unfailing texts. You seem to be always texting me when we were still together - when you wake up, when you're going to bed, when you're on the way to the office, when you're going to meet up with friends and yes even when you're on your way to the restroom, hehe.

I guess I miss texting today. I miss receiving text messages from a sender named "LOVE". I miss replying to that sender. I just miss us.

7/365

Thank you for teaching me how to commute. Ironically enough, I enjoy commuting now, more than driving. I enjoy looking at the many blank faces and the random happenings outside the bus. I wish you're here with me though. I know you would be watching a movie or a tv series on your ipod or playing a game on your cellphone while on the bus. While I busy myself observing the many happenings, you're probably also busying yourself on your gadgets. We are really two different people with different preoccupations. But I love you just the same.

And I miss your little habits.

6/365

Today, July 18th, 2011, marks 2 years since the day we formally met.

Thank you for playing those silly games and practical jokes with me.

*1...2...3...sampal.

5/365

Thank you for every Sunday you spent with me.

*Sundays are never the same since we broke up. =(

4/365

Thank you for not spoiling the ending of a movie or a TV series, though I have pestered you so consistently for these. Thank you for the times you intentionally told me the wrong movie story ending just so you'd see my reaction at the end of the movie.

I was always the anxious person in our relationship. I couldn't wait until the end of the movie. I always wanted the story already, even at the beginning. And you? You're always the person who wants suspense.

*I remember this trait of yours because it's Harry Potter weekend today and if we're still together now, I probably already asked you to tell me how the movie ends. =)

*Harry Potter is our first ever movie date.

3/365

Thank you for always reminding me to eat and for getting mad at me when I don't.

*I forgot to eat today again. =(

2/365

Thank you for each time you asked me to have a taste of whatever you're eating, especially when you're eating something good.

"Love, kain ka oh. Tikman mo to."

You're too cute.

1/365

Thank you for all the little suprises you did for me. The flowers. The food. The birthday parties. The coffee. The short letters (coz I know you don't always write, hehe). The visits. The other surprises I cannot remember now.

And most of all thank you for the biggest surprise of my life - your awesomeness falling in love with my simpleness.